Decisions

So I have always been indecisive. Well, not indecisive; I'm a second guesser or a deferer. If it comes picking a restaurant, I would rather defer the decision to someone who is a more picky eater than I am. When I make a decision about a job or course of action I must take, I usually have to think about it again and get the opinion of at least 5 more people before becoming more comfortable with the idea. However this hesitation probably comes from those moments that I rashly make a decision and embarass myself. I didn't do too much of that on my mission because I always had to run my decisions by my companion or we had to make them together. Now that I am again on my own (in the human perspective), I find myself blundering again. It is sometimes comical, and I can laugh at myself...eventually.

I got a job

After much stress and prayer, I have finally gotten a job. I'm still stressed, because I didn't accept an easy job. I accepted one that will challenge me. I admire all of you who go to places far from home where you know few or no people and start a life. I'm about two hours from home and I already know a few people and I'm a little stressed. I will also be working at a high school where almost the entire faculty is new. However, I'm excited by the aspect that everyone will be in a similar boat. I'm excited that I will get to work hard and prove myself. I'm excited that I will be a working adult again. I look forward to the good conversations I will have with my Heavenly Father, because I know I will need to in order to stay sane.